I had a weird dream...

I admit, I missed writing on my blog... and today, after having this weird dream, I got the urge of writing again to unload all the thoughts that I'm currently having about it. It's not really very unusual but since it triggered something - a childhood experience, I want to simply just let it out my chest and write it down on my blog which is something that I consider as my journal that keeps me sane these days.

So about my dream, let me start by telling you a story...

I am the type of person that keeps grudges when I was young (Don't worry I'm trying to change that now) and when I was in elementary, I was pretty active in many things especially in school, I make sure that I am part of all the activities. I recall I did things because I want to be productive all the time and I was determined to learn new things. However, the only downside is that I had become too hard on myself. At a very young age I can feel that I am living on the edge - but in the end, I realize that it was no use. Most of the time I also felt that I was unappreciated so that's the time I got depressed. There are also times that I don't feel like a kid because there was a time that I stopped playing... I can't remember exactly but it just happened. I was already 9 or 10 when I started to write a book. It was about fairy tales and mysteries. I've always wanted to become a writer and I was so determined to make that happen (but now I think I still have to work on my grammar). People think that I am a geek and not fun to be with! I think that's also true - because I am melancholic by nature, I've always thought that nobody can ever tolerate my gloomy behavior. I do not speak that much, I just prefer to sit on one corner and observe the things around me and if I get bored, I'd get a good book to read. I think my playmates got really bored with that so I was often left alone...

Okay, so how about the dream that I had a while ago and how could I connect it with my childhood?

My Thoughts on Ms. Universe Pageant

For me, having a title of Ms. Universe is a big responsibility. Q&A portion reflects the personality of the candidate because they get to share what's on their mind -their 'real' thoughts about a certain issue. Q&A unveils their soul. In order for them to carry out their responsibility very well, their image and character should always be considered and this is often manifested in the candidate's answer. 


Even if they do not answer in very good English, for as long as the judges will see that the answer has a complete thought and is coming from the candidate's heart and she is able to connect to the audience, then that is acceptable. Venus did great! I just hope she answered in a manner that is complete, that could have proven that it might not be the best answer in the world but it would have been enough to make the judges believe that she truly has potential. But nonetheless, I am proud of her and I admire her! She also makes me proud to be Filipina :)

Every candidate wishes to be Miss Universe but I hope they are not there just to impress people with their wit and beauty but they should also have the desire to become a role model and the yearning to have an opportunity to help and inspire people around them.

Girls are like apples

I got this from a friend's profile info in facebook hehehe

-----------------Girls-----------
-----------are like apples------
-------on trees. The best ones-----
-----are at the top of the tree.-----
---The boys dont want to reach---
......--for the good ones because they--
-r afraid of falling and getting hurt.-
-Instead, they get the rotten apples-
from the ground that arent as good,
but easy. So the apples up top think
something wrong w/ them when in
-reality they're amazing. They just--
---have to wait for the right boy to---
---- come along, the one who's--------
----------- brave enough to-------------
---------------climb all--------------------
---------------the way-------------------
--------------to the top------------------

When will I sleep early?

This is probably the most exhausting day of my life. I'm pretty much loaded with jobs that I don't even know what to do first. I have to do all of 'em coz I have to but it would also be nice if I can have a V.A.C.A.T.I.O.N - yep, that's the word... OR it would be good if I get to spend a whole day lying in bed, reading a good book (there are lots of good books in my shelf that I can't even finish reading)... OR I would like to go to a spa to get a massage or a facial... haaay... when can I do all of that? Pretty soon - I hope...

I'm so happy!!!

Yeah!!! today is my happy day! I just want the world to know that my blog is back - www.happychachi.blogspot.com (remember I mentioned that google kidnapped my blog?) OK, I have to shut up - they might deactivate this again.. oops...

I won't be updating it yet with blog posts but I think I will change the skin for now. I'm super busy, I don't even have time to go to the bathroom... (eeew)

But of course, that's not the only reason why I'm happy. It's just one of the reasons but it's on the top of my list! Ok, so this is it for now. I'll update my blogs when I have the time but I really really have to get back to work.

bye bye

Working from Home

I’ve been working from home for more than a year now and I’m quite happy about it. The income is good – in fact, home based jobs are lucrative and you can actually have fun because you will get to meet a lot of people (virtually) and learn a lot of new stuff. I love the thought of not leaving home and experience the traffic, pollution and other stressful events in the outside world. I don’t have to dress up and I don’t have to spend money on food, fare and clothes/office attire. I’ve worked at a company in Manila for two years before and trust me, this is way better than the work I had. I’m not yet financially free but I finally got the opportunity to save money and finally invested into something BIG (it takes a lot more than that – I could say that I am when I earn my first million and I have “passive income”). It’s good that I was able to earn 5x more than before and I get to enjoy it TAX-FREE! Another good thing about this is that I can take my work anywhere! I could hang out at a coffee shop if I want to be in a different environment, I could go to a friend’s house, and I could be at a cruise ship or just about anywhere other than my own house! Like what I heard from a webinar before, “Just give me a laptop and cell phone and I’m in business!” This is actually true because it doesn’t require too many stuff from you. All you need is the necessary skill, determination and willingness to learn (and of course, a laptop and cell phone).

Facebook on vacation

Who ever thought Facebook can cause a lot of stress? From the spammy app invites to controversies and boyfriend (or ex) removing your relationship status and picture tags and flirting with tons of women then people asking you questions what's going on... All that you can see in your Facebook News Feed. I really had to deactivate it because I'm sooo disgusted with how things turned out to be. So there... My Facebook account died and went straight to heaven (or at least I thought so). Maybe I just had enough of the social media updates (And Yeah I had to agree -- F*ck Facebook). So how's life without Facebook? It's peaceful. I don't have to check it out because there's no need to anyway - I would end up stalking the profile of other people to find out what's going on in their private lives. Yeah, there's probably a very thin line when it comes to sharing your life to others and baring everything like it's an open book and they even have to find out how you spend time in the bathroom, how you eat and HOW YOU BRUSH YOUR TEETH ON YOUR PROFILE PICTURE - you think you're COOL HUH? Lame, lame, it's so LAME. Anyway, it's been very nice to get away from facebook for a few weeks. To the people close to me who loves Facebook, don't worry - I didn't mean to offend you. I'm just freaking pissed with some people (or a person) who made a big mistake in showing some attitude - You are the one who's UNBELIEVABLE and not me...